Somehow

Somehow, even Dark Angels are elegant.

I'd like to sincerely apologise for being unable to blog yesterday night.
I was out till late night due to watching the Nations Up 2009, yeah, netball match.
It wasn't as bad as i thought the boredom would kill, everyone was cheering and we had cheery smiles in return.
The only thing was... Singapore lost to Scotland.
The Scotland babes were huge.

So, i woke up early yesterday morning for a slacky training in school.
I liked the training, it was so funny, least... It was needless for runs.
Anyway, i headed home to wash up after the training and met up with Richman.
Though he left soon after as he had some things to attend to.
I thought my day with him came to an end until he appeared after 11pm.

For the first time i was being 'drived' to another place on a bike.
Exhilirating, he kept speeding on purpose, which left me screaming shouts of fear. HAHA.
What a coward of me.
Anyway, we had supper at Pioneer Mall before i cabbed home...
Yes, i'm glad, i'm in love, i'm fortunate.

Okay, so today ain't something i'd really talk about...
Boredom...
Morning began at J's Salon, i had my hair treatment...
Just that i changed salons this time.
I used to visit Red's Salon at Takashimaya.
Support IBICA, go to J's Salon. LOL.
Nah i just think J's Salon is a thousand times better.

So now i'm at my Uncle's office again, it's another photoshoot...
Alright i have nothing to say.

P.s/ I'm fed up with outsiders telling me what i should do, and how ashamed i must be,
cause no matter what you say, be known, you are just an outsider.
What do you know? Like seriously.

REPLIES
Pornstar: ehh little girl..i know ur neh very dua but no need show off de..btw u are the 1st little girl that have 1 dam huge boobs!nice.u shud show off more.i love it man
@ Next time, when you try to disiao people, please don't have loopholes in your talk. "Big but no need show off," "Should show off more".

Pornstar: take more pic of ur big boobs and paste it here
@ Nah you're not worthy enough.

yvonne: Geez. I think you and everyone else alreadi knoe that the whole world knoes who your bf is. U can stop faking the innocence-.-'''
@ You don't know anything about us, (:

Andy: hi here 2 tag u:) btw the"pornstar" is brockley==
@ Brockley so horny ?

Pornstar: 1 night how much?how many shots?
@ A night costs your life.

Regina: Wooo, you're at the netball thingy? O_O.
@ Jealous?

Regina: Concoction of emotions sounds cooler!
@ Bookworm, shh... Bookworm, shush...

If I Were Alone

As dark and horrorifying it may be, i wish i was there to indulge in it's silence and peace, to get away from the chaotic world.

Sometimes, i'd pity myself for the the randomest things that happens in the world.
And i don't know why, but maybe that's what makes me, me.
And when i indulge in self-pity, or cry over things that have never happened,
i feel alone, whilst i know i'm not alone.
It's the weirdest feeling, or thought, that i've ever gained.
But nothing can ever get me away from this pain.

Well, yes, i feel weird about myself.
Sometimes, maybe during the day, as i strot down orchard road or somewhere i know i'm proud to be at,
i feel good, least, not like how i'd feel when i'd stare into space.
I've never noticed how i behaved, ever so weirdly when my thoughts go wild, least not until today.

So much about the talk of what-seems-like-death, i guess imma get on with my day...
I woke myself up early at 5.30am, and i got my grandmother to wake up along with me.
I wanted it to be a pleasant surprise for hubby to finally realise that i can wake early.
Least earlier than hubby, and finally, it's his turn being the pig for the day.
When i reached his neighbourhood and waited patiently for the slow coach to reach,
he acted funny by telling me that he went back to sleep.
Like i'd ever trust that he'd make a girl wait, let alone me.

Breakfast was at Macdonald's although i had temptations for Laksa.
Probably, it was a change of mind because of the laziness to walk...
How much energy would i possibly be left with if i sat on the bench, cross-legged, back straightened, and head up high?
What's more, i'm having my 'turn' now.

Haha, let's skip the boring parts...
(I know it's boring, my entire post today...
Yes i know, my blog's in a horrible state, an about-to-mati state.)
Don't care. :D.

So, i watched him have a match with three kids about ten times younger than his age (exaggeration).
And they were adorable, well, that was a random comment cause the one i've been eyeing all along...
Was my hubbeh.
Haha, couldn't get enough of his charm. LOL.

Right, so after allowing me to see him play a match, ... (just one -.- ...)
he sent me to the bus stop, and watched me leave the place.
Somehow he dislikes me watching him train cause he thinks it's boring?
Well, seriously, it won't be boring if the one i'm watching is him, and not any other random basketballer of the streets.
Hah, HE SAID HE WOULD TEACH ME BASKETBALL ONE HOR, MUST BE MY WITNESS.
LAWL, imagine me dribbling the ball and giving it a shot, laugh out loud.
Really a dream, man.

Alright. So now i'm home, i've tried a few games on my psp,
and i'm waiting for him to be free.
And...

Tomorrow's my training, i'm so not ready for it.
Well, sometimes i don't wish to go for training, but i couldn't have a choice.
I want to be in the team, but i'm too lazy to work for it...
Is that plain human nature?
Cause i really don't know. I doubt i have will enough to even complete half a marathon.
Anyway... It's back to training days.
And it's back to boring posts...
So much apologies.

REPLIES
Regina: 2012 isnt true!
@ It's just a question? =.=

Gold Digger

, i'm a big fan.

Well, my day wasn't as perfect as my morning was wrecked but my evening was a blast.
Got my very own psp, woo, and hubby's gonna download games for me, like yay.
And when i've came to speak about my hubby, i wish to clarify to a moronic, passerby who gave me so much i-know-everything comment about things which it doesn't know.

*Well, since i doubt there's anything much to post about my day, some heat will lengthen this post.

LOL you kept saying how much your hubby did for u. Bt te saddest thing is you dont even dare to put his name and pic. LAME ****.
One more point to note. If as a gf u did nt even want to post ur bf''s name. it will b the saddest and most heart wrecking thing fr him.

Dear Bitchass Bastard,
How heart wrecking would it be if it was him who requested to stay anonymous?
If he requested to stay anonymous, why would his picture be available on the internet?
Can you fucking get your facts right before coming to give me a piece of your mind?
Seriously, what are you? A passerby who knows nothing about me and my private life?
Oh my God, fuck you.

Oh, i thought i'd have much to say, so...
There's no much breathe to waste on a idiot who acts to be so wise. ): .
Ms/Mr know-everything.

Well, so i screwed up my make up this morning as i used two different faux eyelashes by accident,
hence ended up plain-faced.
So, i love Pastor Prince, and Pastor Prince is finally back preaching.
He is so anointed, if only he was my father.
I'd be so beautiful. LOL!
P.s/ his daughter is gorgeous, unfortunately only 7 or so.

Anyway, we had our lunch at takashimaya, like again ... -.-
Afterwards, sent my grandmother home, and became a gold digger at Jurong Point.
I dug out my aunty's money for a psp, lol.
Nah she gave it to me willingly.
In corset top, shorts, boots and pink over-knee socks, i actually bumped into two westwoodians.
Dassyali and Nicky, my evil twin.
LOL! No lah.
I just feel so paiseh -.- ... ...

Okay, i'm so done with my blogging and i realised a drop in my blog views but i can't care less.
It's the psp i'm more into.

REPLIES
helenetan:): peeekaaaboo ! link me alrights :)
@ tomorrow, LOL,.

Pssserby -Yong hui: Its not just the face counts. Is becos i was wndering how cone the diff is so big. and im sure i am nt the oni one who wan to ask her
@ Kaypoh much.

junjie: hi! do you remember me during pri-school times? long time no see already, how are you? i found you at alison's blog. http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_m-Jm3EwROGU/SR04yvb8f1I/AAAAAAAAAUI/2OmzC1XNO6I/s1600-h/P
@ Yes i remember and fuck Alison for that picture. Omg it's fugly and it's stupid, fuck.

junjie: that's you right! you changed alot! gone for B. enhancement or smth? haha. you got a bf already? i also want know his name! From clementi pri-sch too?
@ Nah my life don't revolve over same aged kids.

Shopping Spree

Firstly, i'd apologise for having you guys to endure a post of boredom last night.
Secondly, i'd like to apologise if your eyes are blinded from seeing such pictures with a hideous background.



Random.

Well, well, it's another Richmanly story.
Just that it wasn't a family-ful saturday.
Ain't that gorgeous, well i mean, these few weekends, we've been spending time together as a family,
not you-and-me kinda thing, eh?
So it's kinda an exhilirating thing to get when you're under such circumstances.

Anyway, he came super early today.
Much earlier than the time i awoke and opened the door for him.
He reached my place at six in the morning, and i only awoke at six fourty-five.
Which means, he waited for his piglet to open the door for him for a freakin' fourty five minutes.

So he saw my unglamorous side, well, what could i say? He's my official 'husband', to be la. LOL!
Okay, well, our plan for today was a homely plan,
which was indulging in healthy snacks whilst watching twilight before heading for new moon at the cinemas.
Instead, we watched half of twilight, and headed to takashimaya for the entire morning plus afternoon.
Won't sian one.

I gave the opening of Louis Vuitton at Takashimaya a miss as i really wanted it to be just us.
He said it was a waste but well, if ever there is another, i'd go.
Probably. Well, i doubt there would be anymore but...
Louis Vuitton and Richman, what or who is more important?
Obviously my future hubby who would provide billions of Louis Vuitton for me right.
No lah, i guess after he has heard of the sentence above, he must have ran millions of miles away.

Haha. Well, after blogging a fucked up post last night, i've kinda lost my touch of blogging, haven't i?
I'm more into shopping right now, and i'm surprised that the one who is much more in love with shopping is Richman rather than me.
Well, after walking for hours and hours around the same place and seeing the same salesperson all the time...
I'm the only one who is dead with fatigue.

Oh, we bumped into a couple of his friends on the way up to get his new shoes.
Gave me the wildest shock of my life.
We've resorted to spending our time in orchard and we saw more than just one.
Haha, p.s/ we already saw one yesterday (he was a salesperson).
Wah, westwoodian as a salesperson in takashimaya, cannot look down you know.
So come to westwood, but let me warn you, kids.
You're gonna have the worst of your life cause there's a teacher with a disease that caused my class to suffer.
Know what? I have always hated that teacher, and what just happened made me hate her only more.

Suddenly, my english standard seems to be lower.
Is it cause i just insulted an english teacher? Oopsies, got any idea who that teacher is?
I'm so mean.

REPLIES
Celest: ohh cool haha. 4... tag
@ :D

YongHui: TAGG-ed (:!
@ LOL, thanks :D

Vintage Or Not?

All i see is love,

Perfect day to call for a day spent with the family and hubby.
Haha, anyway...
(Well, i was hoping to put up a paragraph of words from the bottom of my heart that are specially dedicated to love, but... there's a limit to human beings,)
though there's no limit to you.
I have no idea on how to put my emotions into words so simple.
Well... Let's forget it, it's not meant to be a good post anyway...
Since i doubt any would bother to read lovey-dovey posts which only the two of us would understand.

Haha, so morning, honey came to my place.
Awesome, when i was still asleep.
So i guess he's truly became a hubby of mine?
Even saw the fugliness in me before bathing and washing my teeth.
No doubt i hid under the comforter of mine, but that wrestler just pulled them off.
Ha-ha, no pants.

After i got up and got ready, he helped me decorate my room for christmas!
Ain't he a saint, ;D . Such a helpful guy.
Who says good guys are extinct?
Or am i really just so lucky i've gotten one.
I'm pissing a bunch off.

Okay i'm not in the mood to continue but for my future's sake i shall...
We headed to takashimaya and shopped for quite some time.
Dinner was steamboat, and sent him home by cab afterwards.
Lalala. I'm done with posting, well just shoo off and come back next time LOL.
Follow me on twitter if you might, it's much more entertaining than today's post.
Yeah maybe not for now.

REPLIES
sherry: ooo. secretive uhs. hahas. well last lonqq (:
@ Haha thanks.

Passerby: Nice nails you got there . I adore them (:
@ Yeah, i love them haha.

jerilyn: heylo, i tag you! nice "Nikki Chantel" ;)
@ Of course.

Burdens

For one; pictures of me taken at home, ain't a picture pleasant to another's eye.
So if you're worried that these low-quality home photos(which means; messy hair, pale skin, unsightly clothings.)
may ruin your eyesight, please kindly scroll down twenty five(random number) times



Trust me, i've been doing my homework...



Well, my day was absolutely unpleasant, needless to mention;
homework killed me.
When will a stressful day be pleasant at all?
I have always been slacking in the midst of doing my homework, which makes things a whole lot easier for me.
Cause i won't be stress, and my goal won't be to finish it immediately.
But Richman called for a change today, so i had to heed his advice and throw the bad habits(to adults) away.
P.s/ that's how i ended up snapping pictures of myself, teehee.

Right.

I let morning pass on reluctantly.
I layed motionlessly on my bed, hoping that i shall never have to awake.
What crap, my hungry stomach threw me away.
So, after bathing and washing my face a billion times, i headed downstairs for breakfast.
Guess what i had this breakfast?
Nasi Lemak.
I've got a thing for spicy food, or rather - chilli.

When i came online and gave a sigh of hesitance as i looked at my homework,
Regina came to rescue me.
What luck, i had her guidance.
That bookworm-cum-mathematics-geek.
Lawl, that was mean.
Anyway, for today, she was my tutor.

Teaching over the internet was never so fun (blek).
When you could suan the tutor and laugh at the tutor's mistakes, LOL.
Okay, anyway she wasn't of much help as she only guided me in two questions before she thought it was time for her to leave.

Soon after, in the midst of messaging Richman as i scribbled on my worksheets,
i was ordered to get away from the internet, (obviously it's distracting me).
So yeah, i took a few steps away from the internet, and sat on my Aunt's bed, trying to concentrate.
It was hell;
I kept moaning and complaning and frowning and complaining and moaning and frowning and soon to be crying but still, i completed.
P.s/ i copied answers from the answer script for the very last mathematic assignment i worked on.
If Miss Goh is reading this, well i did all the questions on my own! :D
What a pathetic liar.

Well, least all the burdens are taken off my shoulders now.
I could finally rest.in.peace.
Hmph, i'm gonna be having a blast for the next two days.
Well, a blast to me and me alone?
Well, well, well, you're gonna be having to read lovey-dovey random shits for the next two days so i suggest you'd grab some snacks the next time. :D

I guess this is all?
I can't be bothered to type anymore.
I'm kinda into Sorority Life again, well, after i claimed it was shit.
Haha, i'm such a hypocrite.

REPLIES
Regina: Good goooooood. I think your teachers arent giving you sufficient homework. ):
@ I think you're crazy.

Celest: oh sec what? haha las question oredi
@ Haha, four.

sherry: hahas. happy for you that u have got yr own rings. waradol and i just got another on 20th oct this yr. it might seemed crazy. lols. but he wanted it so... yea.
@ LOL! Nice lah :D Haha. LOL!

sherry: so whatcha guy name? (:
@ Can't be revealed to my blog :x.

Trust Me, I Read

So, let's face reality.
I'm not the type who would actually follow plans, even though they're stated (and that they're good for me).
Sometimes, it's easy to say but hard to do.
I could've fulfilled everything i was supposed to do,
but not until after i blogged... i realised...
That my October issue of Readers' Digest was missing.
(Mother-fudgin') Hard to forgive.

So, other than that, i was pretty obedient today :D.
I completed two compositions, and the entire english worksheet,
(leaving out Readers' Digest & Book Reviews),
and, Science holiday assignment!

I wasn't in the mood to touch Mathematics today, so i gave it a miss.
Well, anyway Revision 16 should be easy and short, i could probably finish them all tomorrow.
Ha-ha, i'll still have to do Chinese and the readers' digest part on Friday when he visits again.
He was so kind to help me get one, (well i don't know how he's gonna get it but i know he'll get it).
I'm so glad to have such a wonderful boyfriend. *Smiles.

It was kinda slack for me too, on this very pathetic home-day.
Frankly, staying at home is as boring as hell.
Supposedly, there was a class outing but i gave it a miss somehow.
So i completed a homework, and slacked for an hour before completing another.
In the meantime, i watched funny commercials on youtube, and of course...
Jay Chou's piano battle in the show, "Secret".
It was awesome, i'm saying it like i've never seen it before.
:O! *Jaw drops.

So, yeah, other than wasting my time on useless videos which i wouldn't learn a thing from,
i was even bolder to sin waste time by playing Facebook games.
Sorority life sucks, i shouldn't have created "Lady Nikki Chantel".
I'd much prefer my Bussiness Major, Nikki Chantel TXZ.
Yes, weird name indeed.
Thanks to the mother fudg'er human who used Nikki Chantel and forced me to use state a fugly "TXZ" at the back.
Not to mention, LADY NIKKI CHANTEL WAS MUCH WORST.

Speaking about the lady here and lady there,
I'm in love with Lady Gaga's music again.
Somehow i realised she is special and she is exotic and such.
(however my uncle is gravely against the liking of her).
I like her, and i don't care if she has a penis at all.
I mean, so what about that.

Yeah, so i playback-ed Bad Romance's Official Music Video a billion times and i'm sure to get Lady Gaga's latest album.
I don't know if my liking of her would change,
*laughs sarcastically,
i'll never stop changing from one to another.
Thanks God for making me Gemini.

Well, anyway, since i'm not gonna continue working on damned pieces of holiday assignments anymore,
i shall continue ranting...

I'm thinking too far,
it's not even New Year but i'm already thinking about the celebration of my upcoming birthday.
Yeah, upcoming. Sarcastically, if you'd say.
Richman wants to throw a Chalet party for me, and probably invite my family too.
Haha, and i was thinking of bringing him into my house and having a celebration family-&-him-together.
It's quite weird, cause years back, when birthday comes to mind,
i'd choose to skip it and move on like any ordinary day.
Then, when i got a little older, i wanted a huge, grand party.
And, when i got older again, (like now),
i just want a tiny party including my loved one and my family.
Probably because of my 12th birthday party,
invited billions the month before, and forgot to remind the day before, hence leading to the forgetting of birthday.
Yeah, sucks.

Well, other than the tiny issue on Birthday Celebrations,
the wedding-lover, Nikki Chantel aka me(like duh),
have already had ideas for my wedding years later.
LOL, or maybe, ages later.
Don't try to embarass me by saying no one will want me okay.
It's okay to have wilder dreams, anyway it's just dreams, isn't it.
(P.s/ dreams do come true, sweet heart.)
imma tell you the story of my dream last night.

I had this dream twice, the night before the night before, and the night before.
LOL, the line above was awesome. HAHA.
Anyway, it was about me turning into a size of an ant and going into what seemed like an ant-tunnel-takashimaya-mall.
Yes i know, you catch no balls.
I just turned into a tiny ant and went into a tiny mall lah.
And there was an escalator which would lead you back to your human life.
I remember trying to phone Richman while i was in the mini-mall, asking him to fetch me once i'm out.
Haha, fancy dreams.
So conclusion: I'm weird.

Haha, (if you're wondering why i jumped from wedding to ant-tunnels,)
I don't wish to share my silly dreams of wedding as it's gonna be a laughingstock.
HAHHAA. Okay. Never mind.
I guess this is the end! :D.
I'm gonna be off for dinner soon, since i've skipped... lunch...

REPLIES
Regina: Do maths/science/english first! They will be fun. :D!
@ Heeded your advice, Mam.

Yonghui: ellos !( : haha dunnid thanks,its the fact com'm haha , TAGG ;D
@ Haha, thanks :D.